Tuesday, October 27, 2009

A snippet of new life.

(Just a little deep thinking before I sleep. Heh, it's 2 in the morning and I'm up blogging. Might as well update since the last entry)

Today, (or yesterday, however you see it) someone asked me, "What will your future be like?" I stared at him blankly and replied, "I really don't know." I don't think about it too often. I figured my future would consist of your normal life. A wife, kids, house, a job - all the necessities of a normal "future." Truthfully, I have no clue how it'll be or what will happen to me. Neither do any of us, for that matter. Don't get me wrong, I hope for all those great parts to a future, and I'm going to work at them. But for some reason, I just feel like an enormous amount of burden has been thrust on me. I love it and I hate it. Responsibility and adulthood have settled into my present life and refuse to leave.

It's so easy to take your life for granted. We can live life like every day is ours. Being in college helps you to realize what a difference the step from being under your parents' roof to your own independent life in the dorms. I know, I'm still growing and I have plenty to ponder about when it becomes time for me to start that matured life. For now, I feel like just letting go and letting God take care of it for me. He knows what is best. I've got happiness surrounding me, so why break it?

5 weeks into college, it's going to be an interesting year. See you next blog.

Monday, September 7, 2009

"sippin on a juicebox and sand between our toes"

I love my family. This past weekend has been such a blessing. What could be better than a weekend filled with food, Mario Kart, smores, photoshoots, long walks on the beach (haha) and good plain fun with the people you love?















Praise God. Bring on the rest of this amazing summer :]

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

"Slow down everyone. You're moving too fast"

Isn't it a truly amazing feeling to lay down and just stare straight up at the sky? Sure, it's blue and has pretty clouds. What's so amazing about it?



When people say the summer after your senior year is the best, they do not lie. This has definitely been one of the most fun-filled and exciting summers I have ever experienced. I've even managed to work and make some BANK in this sweet little summer of mine. By the way, being a salesman is bombski. I get to schedule my own time and it is honestly one of the easiest jobs you could have, if you're willing to put the work into it. Let me know if you're looking for a fall job. I can hook it up :]

I'm just loving life and letting it take me for a ride. I am so thankful for a summer where I am able to grow and experience new things. And the best part about it is that I still have an entire month left. It's ridiculous, really. Everyone gets to start tomorrow, while I get to chill. Sweet life.

However, I am getting away from the main point of this blog. Like I mentioned earlier, I have been working. In my job, we have competition periods called PUSH periods. Basically, it's two weeks of "work your ass off" fun. It's pretty crazy because most of the days I worked from 7 in the morning to 9 or 11 at night. Normally, I might have been stressed from all the work, but for the most part, I remained relaxed and calm. You might be wondering how.

Several weeks ago I read in a book, "God places so many simply beautiful things in our lives. We tend not to see them because we're always so busy in life." We often work ourselves too hard. Each day is rough and stressful because we go from place to place, without ever taking a moment for ourselves to just breathe. Each day this summer, I've woken up smiling. God blesses us with so many beautiful things in our life, so why not smile? I say this because God has given me so many amazing things this summer: conference, an amazing birthday, new friends, a sweet job and so many others that would take forever to list. I can't help but be happy because God has just given me countless blessings.

Whenever I feel stressed or sad, I try to think about all the great things He has given me, and thank Him for them. It's such a long list that the positives outweigh the negatives. Now, I'm not trying to say I'm always happy, but this is something that I am striving for. It certainly makes life more enjoyable when you can smile and just be positive. I encourage you to try it. Try taking a small moment once a day and just pray. It could even be as simple as, "Thank you God for every blessing you give me each day." When you realize that God is good and that he does so much for us, it might help you to smile and just be happy. It doesn't have to be just a prayer either. Stop and take a look at nature or the sky, like I mentioned at the beginning of this post. As simple as it may seem, it is just beautiful.

On a side note, this summer has been wonderful because of a certain person who makes me smile each and everyday. I'm amazed because I'm able to spend an awesome summer with someone so funny, down-to-earth, God-loving, and beautiful as her. The best part is that she's a great friend and sister who I have known for a couple years. Maan, I am loving life. Thank you God. MLIG. Til the next post, peace. :]

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Yay for Blogging!

I've always debated whether I should get one, but I've always wanted to blog and express my thoughts and yada yada. I figured now should be the time to do that, since I'll be moving to UCI in about a month. I'm pretty sure this will be filled as the year goes on.


New experiences, new friends, new slate.

I can't wait. Until the next blog. Peace :]