(Just a little deep thinking before I sleep. Heh, it's 2 in the morning and I'm up blogging. Might as well update since the last entry)
Today, (or yesterday, however you see it) someone asked me, "What will your future be like?" I stared at him blankly and replied, "I really don't know." I don't think about it too often. I figured my future would consist of your normal life. A wife, kids, house, a job - all the necessities of a normal "future." Truthfully, I have no clue how it'll be or what will happen to me. Neither do any of us, for that matter. Don't get me wrong, I hope for all those great parts to a future, and I'm going to work at them. But for some reason, I just feel like an enormous amount of burden has been thrust on me. I love it and I hate it. Responsibility and adulthood have settled into my present life and refuse to leave.
It's so easy to take your life for granted. We can live life like every day is ours. Being in college helps you to realize what a difference the step from being under your parents' roof to your own independent life in the dorms. I know, I'm still growing and I have plenty to ponder about when it becomes time for me to start that matured life. For now, I feel like just letting go and letting God take care of it for me. He knows what is best. I've got happiness surrounding me, so why break it?
5 weeks into college, it's going to be an interesting year. See you next blog.
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